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Only 2 more days and I’m officially not 25… see 25 is a good age. It’s not really there and it’s not really here, it’s just in the middle. Now, once I cross that next marker, I think I’m going to burst into tears and wonder what I’ve done with my life. I’m not really at all looking forward to it. I’m in fact hoping it won’t happen and it’s all a dream. I always dream of going back in time to when I was a kid… not a care in the world. Not like today, worrying about work, rent, bills and overall sanity. I wonder what I would be like if my head wasn’t screwed on as tight as it is now. I’m in a bit of a mood at the moment and although I’ve been to the gym the last 2 days, I’m feeling like someone has sucked the joy out of me… I feel like Mr. Doom. Sigh… I wonder if it’s that sugar rush that is finally leaving me… I am beginning to wonder if the Gods are playing tricks on me. Bah! Just let me be!! Oh boy… must be getting nervous about my flight to Singapore plus planning my big move down south… the thought of leaving old and new friends is pretty depressing but I do think that Melbourne might just be what I need to get me ahead in life… Who knows! I will miss the beach though…

Poo… life’s a bitch!

My favourite tune of the week… Kinda sums up my state at the current moment. Sad but true.

All I know is that you’re so nice
You’re the nicest thing I’ve seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something

I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style
I wish you couldn’t figure me out
But you always wanna know what I was about
I wish you’d hold my hand when I was upset
I wish you’d never forget the look on my face when we first met

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly
‘Cause it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars
Actually, I meant three

I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you’d be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn’t eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep

All I know
Is that you’re the nicest thing I’ve ever seen
I wish that we could see
If we could be something

I’m back in Brisbane and I wish I was still there.